you really have to sit down and look at yourself.
had a heart to heart talk with a fren.
u keep on telling me you have changed.
tat is bullshit.even ppl say u haven grown one bit.
you are jus the same old person,who has personality of a kindergarten kid in a teenage body.
stop acting so childish like for example.jus cos i'm going sentosa,you don wan to go.
look at the way you act and talk.
and you are jus playin a fool of my feelings.even my fren says so.
if u really did love.u would love for who i am and not jus break up cos i'm boring or wadever.
u like it.u break.srry i'm not your toy.
thanks for making me suffer for 5 years.
u complain so much bout ppl calling you names,you get angry.
wad bout u calling ppl nicknames?don ppl get angry?
sometimes.i wonder u really understand wad ppl feel or ur simply jus ignorant to your surrondings and ppl feelings.
i know your ignorant to my feelings.
and look at the things tat happened recently.
think.y are there ppl pissed off at you.
don push the blame on others.its ur own mistakes.
ask urself y ppl are treating u this way.
i've done mistakes too.and ive questioned myself bout.
i guess its your turn.
if there's anything u wanna say to me.do it in my face.
isaac
u really piss me off.
jus cos of you.u have to destroy ppl's plan of having fun.
because of ur fickle-mindedness.
isaac
you.stop asking me stupid questions.
like how will the sizes be like or wad.
i'm jus doing my job to get all ur tee sizes.
u don wan the tee.i can give it to someone else.
take it or leave it.
how am i suppose to know wad kind of tee's we are getting.
srsly.
"diff top got diff sizing"wth.
i know that lahz.
jus take the size u usually wear and stop making things hard for me.
i'm not gonna know wad tee's we are getting and how the sizing will be like.
i really donno if ur really tryin or not.
srsly.i really wish u could really like me back.
i jus really miss the times we had.
but iguess.u likin me back is impossible.
isaac
the long weekends.
wen for the childrens camp at GB centre.
had so much fun.laughing over stupid jokes.
stayed over at jemmy's house for 2 nights.
first night was chris and me.
2nd night was us 2 plus gracecheah.
wanted to watch paranormal activity.
but the buffering thingy failed.
ohyea.we played LAN. L4D.hah
was really funny.grace and bre controlling one character.
grace did the shooting.bre did the movement.haha.
last day.took amos car back to church with john and gracecheah.
and we nearly died.as we had an amp,keyboard and keyboard stand on our laps.hahah
den we went vivo for lunch.and we hang around at starbucks.
URGH!
isaac
was talking to a fren on the bus.
bout how we met and stuff.
and i jus realised.
how funny it was.but funny in a good way.
and i realised that.the time spent was really worthwhile and stuff.
tats how i feel.
and i kinda miss it. and all.
oh well
i know u don give a eff bout it.
well i guess things have gotten so bad.there's no turning back.
guess we'll jus be ignoreing each other.
isaac
I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out
isaac
damn nice song.
Promise her the moon//mr. big
You don't know what you've got
Till the love is almost goneThis time, yeah she's given up
Still in a state of shock
I should've seen it coming on
It's too late for waking up
Her mind's made up
I know the dream is over
But my heart just can't let go
She's too good to be forgotten
Too good to be true
isaac
water polo POL-ITE is haflway thru.
played 2 games already.
won 1,lose 1.
but anyway.sunday was MR BIG concert.
it was awesome.
no matter how hard i try.it will jus be the same out come.
I think sometimes you have to lose someone completely before you can figure out what they really mean to you
isaac